Dating can be a strange place to discover how you feel about yourself. You might feel confident in your work, your friendships, or other parts of your life. Then you meet someone you really like, and suddenly you are paying close attention to whether they are interested in you.
Did they have a good time? Did I say the right thing? Are they going to text? Why haven't they texted? Do they find me attractive? What did they see in the person they chose instead?
The questions can start multiplying.
And somewhere along the way, dating can shift from being an experience you are participating in to an experience you feel like you are being graded on.
That shift can be particularly difficult when you are already struggling with self-esteem. Young adult therapy for dating anxiety can help navigate this experience.
When “Do I Like Them?” Becomes “Do They Like Me?”
Of course you want to know whether someone is interested in you. Dating would be pretty strange if you didn't. But notice what happens when that question becomes the main question.
You may spend an entire date thinking about how you are coming across rather than noticing how you feel. Or you are wondering whether they think you're attractive instead of noticing whether you're attracted to them. You are trying to be interesting instead of noticing whether you are interested. Or you are thinking about whether they will want to see you again instead of asking yourself whether you want to see them again.
This can be a subtle way of losing touch with yourself. Because the possibility of being liked has become so important that your own experience starts taking up less space.
Dating becomes less about what is happening between us? and more about How am I measuring up?
When Someone Else's Interest Starts Feeling Like Evidence
If you already have a shaky sense of your own worth, another person's interest can feel disproportionately powerful.
Someone wants to see you again, and you feel a rush of relief.
Or someone pulls away, and you immediately start wondering what you did wrong.
Someone chooses someone else, and instead of simply feeling disappointed, you begin comparing yourself to the person they chose.
The dating experience can become evidence.
They didn't want me, so I must not be desirable.
They lost interest, so I must have done something wrong.
Everyone else seems to be finding relationships, so there must be something wrong with me.
But another person's interest in you is not a reliable measurement of your value.
People have preferences. Timing matters. Chemistry matters. Compatibility matters. People make decisions for reasons you may never know.
Unfortunately, that doesn't make rejection painless - but it can mean that you don't have to turn every rejection into a verdict about yourself.
When Being Chosen Feels Better Than Choosing
There is another part of this that can be uncomfortable to acknowledge. Sometimes being chosen can become so important that you lose track of whether you actually want the person doing the choosing.
You may feel especially invested in someone who is difficult to read. When they pull away, you want them more. When they finally show interest, the relief can feel enormous. The uncertainty itself can become part of what keeps you engaged.
This doesn't mean that every intense connection is unhealthy, or that you are secretly attracted to unavailable people because of low self-esteem.
But if you repeatedly find yourself most interested when someone's attention feels difficult to earn, it may be worth getting curious about that experience.
What does it mean to you when this person chooses you? What would their approval prove? And what happens when someone likes you without making you work very hard for it?
In dating, the question can shift from Who am I attracted to?
To:
What does someone's interest allow me to believe about myself?
Building a Sense of Self That Is Bigger Than Dating
A stronger sense of self doesn't mean becoming completely independent or convincing yourself that you don't need anyone. Relationships matter. Being loved matters. Wanting partnership is completely human.
The goal is to make sure dating is one part of your life rather than the place where you determine your value.
What do you care about when nobody is evaluating you?
And what makes you feel like yourself?
What are you proud of that has nothing to do with being desirable?
And what kind of life would feel meaningful even if your relationship status stayed exactly the same for another year?
These questions aren't about learning to “love being single.” You can want a partner very much and still have a life that belongs to you. In fact, having a stronger sense of yourself can make it easier to recognize what you want in a relationship.
You have more room to ask:
Do I feel respected here?
Do I like who I am around this person?
Can I say what I need?
Do I actually enjoy this relationship?
Those questions are harder to hear when all of your attention is focused on whether the other person is going to stay.
Therapy for Dating Anxiety and Self-Esteem
Therapy can be a place to slow this process down. Not to convince you that you are attractive enough or lovable enough. Reassurance can feel good temporarily, but it doesn't necessarily change the deeper pattern.
The work can be more about understanding why someone else's opinion has come to carry so much weight.
What happens inside you when someone pulls away?
And what do you assume it means?
What do you do to try to get their interest back?
What are you willing to tolerate when you are afraid of losing someone?
And what happens to your own preferences when you really want to be liked?
Over time, therapy for young adults can help you develop a more grounded relationship with your own perceptions and needs. You can become better able to notice when you are trying to earn someone's approval. And you can practice saying what you actually want. You can recognize when you are accepting less than feels good because being chosen feels better than being alone.
And you can begin to experience rejection as something painful that happened, but not as proof of who you are.
You Do Not Have to Stop Wanting to Be Chosen
A stronger sense of self doesn't mean you stop caring whether someone likes you. You can still get butterflies when someone you like texts. You can still feel disappointed when someone loses interest. And you can still hope that a relationship works out.
You can still really, really want someone to choose you.
The difference is that their answer does not have to become your answer about yourself. Someone else's interest can tell you something about the connection between the two of you. It does not have to tell you who you are.
As a therapist at Authentic Healing Psychotherapy, I work with young adults in Manhattan who are navigating dating anxiety, low self-esteem, relationships, and questions about identity and self-worth.
The goal is not to care less about dating. It is to stay connected to yourself while you care.
Because dating is supposed to help you discover whether you want to build something with another person, not determine whether you are worthy of being wanted in the first place.
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